There is a very stupid thing that people say -- everything SHOULD change with time ---
don't take me wrong - im not against those small changes which make u a better person - those big changes which induce positivity into ur fucked up life - those changes which make u luk good (:d)- those changes which undo the hurt u gave urself or others - harmless , do gooder changes , all giddy , fluffy and curled to perfection .
but there is something so peaceful about finding things the way you left them - it affords them a easy feel of prior perusal . you find them in places you had forgotten about - as long as , in not changing , they neither lose their meaning , nor their charm - NOT CHAINGING is good.
as it is evident , i no longer have a life i can look forward to - that is - im still stuck at home . i look at things which never change too much for me , and in my snug , hair not combed for days , late bath , avtaar -- i think of all those things that didn't change , that still sting where they did before --- that are snug . cutting the description , heres a list of ten things which still provide the same "old pyjamas" comfort -
1.) MUMMY KA KHANA : no matter how many days you take off , how many different cuisines you try , i thank god , my mother's magic touch is still obstinately there. her khana remains mouth wateringly yummy -- dissolving all thought i might have given earlier to losing weight. thank you mumma , aap best hon !!!!
2.) MY NET IDENTITY : i still love my pseudo identity - "PHOTOGENIC DEVIL" , it brings back memories , and reminds me of what i was . the fact that i stick with it still, proves - somewhere that part is still there - good or bad , it feels good that my 16 year old self is still there . comforting. and yes , i still say , it sounds real kewl !!!
3.) DIARY OF JANE : some songs you love till the day you die . thank god , this song never lost its charm . siddhant whenever you go for their concert -- shout from my side too.
4.) ISHA SINGH : i feel so good every time i talk to you woman -- something as good as you in this world , makes me feel - STRONGER . you take me back to the window sill, outside jagriti building where we used to sit , dangling our legs & eating good food . you remind me of those hours spent in the library , scrouging more and more L M ALCOTT books . the days we spent writing poems , and how we grew up to be so handy to the school clubs. thanks isha -- you remind me of myself , when i had more talent and was appreciated for it. you take me back to days which were if nothing else , then CALMER .
5.) MY BIBA KURTIS (the mustard and black one) : no matter how my size may vary - you always fit , and luk stunning. you pulled me out of a lot of wardrobe emergencies .muah !!
6.) ARUSHI AND HER STANDARD RESPONSES : they make me understand her so much more . thank god , even the crisis in aru's life are repetitive -- embarassment at the hands of a guy , breaking up with a guy , stalking by a guy , bitching about a girl who is a bigger wannabe , and yes how much her life sucks . her typos like - GAWD ,BIATCH - thnx for being the same comforting person through the years , the girl who told us four year elder boy (from mart) gossip , the girl who told the sexiest stories , the girl who always got stuck in shit ...... thnx for being who you are babe .
7.) MAAM SETH : it is good to know some one could believe in me to that extent .
8.) MAGGI : stagnant maggi prices since i can remember -- standard masala tastemaker - yummy stuff - NEVER EVER CHANGE !!!
9.) SIDDHANT SHARMA : uv not been in my life as long as the other stuff has been , but thnx for not changing and being the nice guy you are .thnx for always being the jerk u sumtimes are , thnx for always being positive , thnx for the gross errors u make , thnx for the weirdo u are !!!
10.) THE MOLE ON MY LEFT FOOT : you remind me, i have places to go , i have things to see ,& that i will end up on top , though life may swing me to and fro .....
THESE THINGS/PEOPLE/ THEIR PARTICULAR CHARACTERISTICS make my day --- nazar na lage inhe ---there ira , this stuff makes me go "COMFORTABLY NUMB"