I would like to know how to feel constantly and unchangingly and everlastingly.
I want the freedom to change my mind but I so hope for that state of affairs which never requires such a change.
It is exhausting work constantly changing and evolving and reverting back. Leaps of faith should come easier and belief systems should be rewarded.
To love and never stop loving and to never ever fade or ebb. I yearn for comfort free from boredom.
I need to want less and live more. I could do with some peace and some mental quiet.